I just hated myself for a long time now I'm getting better tho so I guess that's a good sign right? The main people who made me hate myself was my aunt and crush/ex my they called me names im in 11thg
Sometimes i just feel like im not good enough and that im stupid and useless. I think im stupid and useless because ive been told that and things close to that multiple times. It just sticks with me.
I continuely give people chance, after chance and give them the benefit of the doubt. This causes people to take advantage of my kindness and they think they can walk all over me.
i literally have the exact same situation. the town i live in is so local and the school is so small and condense everyone sets a stupid image on me. i can be so nice. but they still hate me. everyone
sis listen ive cried i swear eight times forever since school started and my "dad' wants me to be an cinderella cleaning his house and sti treated like shit ive of self harm not looking for sympathy😩
I feel like all of my friendships that i have invested end up disappointing. I came back from the hospital after having infections in my forehead coming back thinking I would get support from my best
best friend thinking that she would be there for me but no instead she starts spreading rumours about me and making all of my friends hate me and i end up being alone, now i have real bad trust issues
It's a long story. To summarize, I was friends with these 5 girls that always left me out. I was assertive with them and told them how I feel and they didn't care. They didnt see my side at all.
Then, they tried to get me in trouble and reported that I " bullied" them. I didn't at all. I didn't call them any mean names at all. I didn't get in trouble w the Dean's cause I didn't bully anyone.
All my friends since sixth grade has betrayed me and just stopped be my friends or did something that really hurt me and the friendships were bad to begin with but I couldn’t realize it my grandmother
And mom were the only people to see and how I have no friends and am homeschooled next week is the first time in 166 days ,since my last day of school, that I will be around kids my age!
This summer my whole friend group and I mean like 4 people... ghosted me. No explanation.. hanging out with me. I fell into the worst depression of my life because I kept trying to make sense of it..
Our friendship was 4 years long keep in mind.. and I gave my everything to my friends, to me they mattered more than myself. They treated me like shit in the past, but I always let it go because I ..
Absolute worst nightmare was coming to life... they did this to me right at the beginning of the summer... and what’s ironic is that I was actually healing from my own self hate.. and then this shit..
All I’m trying to say is that I get it. I so get it. Thank you for saying it wasn’t your fault it made me feel better. I hope I find my people like you did💗 (sry this was very long)
I don’t want to give them that power but, it’s just how it is. My self worth was and honestly still is in how people around me treat me. I’m working on it. When I tell you it felt like my—
I’m a Libra and I’m a very forgiving and understanding person even if they don’t deserve it. I could not even imagine a world where I would intentionally hurt them as much as they hurt and broke me...
A lot of people have put me in the same situation, but mine have been mostly family. No one understands that done of the people who can do you the dirtiest are your family members. It sucks.
I have so many people not be my friend just because I wanna be my self and they just want me to to go through sooo muchh shit in my life just because I’m my own self
I just hated myself for a long time now I'm getting better tho so I guess that's a good sign right? The main people who made me hate myself was my aunt and crush/ex my they called me names im in 11thg
ReplySometimes i just feel like im not good enough and that im stupid and useless. I think im stupid and useless because ive been told that and things close to that multiple times. It just sticks with me.
ReplyI continuely give people chance, after chance and give them the benefit of the doubt. This causes people to take advantage of my kindness and they think they can walk all over me.
Replyi literally have the exact same situation. the town i live in is so local and the school is so small and condense everyone sets a stupid image on me. i can be so nice. but they still hate me. everyone
Replysis listen ive cried i swear eight times forever since school started and my "dad' wants me to be an cinderella cleaning his house and sti treated like shit ive of self harm not looking for sympathy😩
ReplyI feel like all of my friendships that i have invested end up disappointing. I came back from the hospital after having infections in my forehead coming back thinking I would get support from my best
ReplyIt's a long story. To summarize, I was friends with these 5 girls that always left me out. I was assertive with them and told them how I feel and they didn't care. They didnt see my side at all.
ReplyAll my friends since sixth grade has betrayed me and just stopped be my friends or did something that really hurt me and the friendships were bad to begin with but I couldn’t realize it my grandmother
ReplyThis summer my whole friend group and I mean like 4 people... ghosted me. No explanation.. hanging out with me. I fell into the worst depression of my life because I kept trying to make sense of it..
ReplyA lot of people have put me in the same situation, but mine have been mostly family. No one understands that done of the people who can do you the dirtiest are your family members. It sucks.
ReplyWhen I’m depressed and I feel like a pice of shit
ReplyI have so many people not be my friend just because I wanna be my self and they just want me to to go through sooo muchh shit in my life just because I’m my own self
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